also
you never even begged or pleaded like I did. You never said ‘please don’t go’. I begged when you left. You just accepted it. You didn’t fight. You didn’t care. I had a dream this afternoon that we were fooling around and you seemed distant like you so often did when we would do that. And I asked you why and you looked me in the eye and said ‘because I’m not in love with you’. I woke up crying in a cold sweat. The worst part is: I believe what you said in the dream.
