every time that you contact me
it sets my healing back so far. Please. Please. If you love me like you say… Please under no circumstances short of you or someone in yor family dying should you contact me. We both have shit to work on. I think your victory over tms is great. But that was the least of our problems. I love you very much and I wish you the best. But I can’t have contact with you. You say were soulmates. If that’s tre then we will be together again. No matter what. Becase it’s fate. So let me heal. And we will see what fate has in store for us beyond our pain.At this point all I can say is I will contact you when I’m healed. You have no reaon to talk to me unless someone is dying. DYING. And if you do again, ill never speak to you again. That’s a promise. I NEED this. I NEED to get better. Please let me. Please. If you believe so strongly in fate then give yourself up to it’s will. If its meant to be it will be. But my number one priority isn’t fate rigt now, it’s just being okay. And you talking to me makes me worse. Why wouldn’t you want me to get better instead of worse? So, no excuses, no buts ifs or ands. Please don’t talk to me again. Please.
