my therapist says
that no one is ready for a relationship until they are okay enough with themselves to be alone. Relationships don’t validate people, people validate themselves. Any relationship before this point of enlightenment is doomed from the getgo. It’s a quick fix. Life isn’t truly lived by chasing the next high. It’s lived by accepting your pain while you’re in it, and being okay with it. You have to welcome pain and know how to deal with it alone, without drugs, alcohol, or another person before you can take on someone else. Maybe we are soulmates, but we won’t find out until were not eachothers drug. Once you aren’t a drug to me, I’ll contact you and let you know. But for now I am a hopeless addict just trying to recover. I pray that you learn from this and do the same. Don’t wait for me. Wait for you. Get better for you. If it’s fated, it will happen. I trust in god to show me the way.
