I just have to say
we just talked. After all the screaming last night and everything that reminded me why we can’t work, I still love you. And I still want nothing more than for the both of us to get better so we can be together. But if one of us gets better and the other doesn’t it still won’t work. You are worth more than this. Hold yourself to the value you deserve. It breaks my heart to watch you give up on yourself the way you have. I know as many times as I say it it’s still not gonna make a difference. but maybe one night when you’re missing me, you can think about the things I’ve told you and realize it’s the only way for you to have a good life. With or without me. Don’t choose a terrible life. don’t choose death. Choose a good life. Work toward a good life. You deserve it. I still think you’re amazing.
